madzeelyn

the problem with having multiple topics in a conversation

  • Steven:want to go on omegle and sing to random people?
  • Beth:uhh
  • Steven:i did that once
  • Steven:it was so fun
  • Justin:my self esteem will go down the drain
  • Beth:do you want to see a penis?
  • Me:we should try to find each other
  • Me:cept i don't wanna see a dick
  • Steven:mine went up surprisingly... hahaha
  • Beth:your.... what?
  • Steven:but i censored my face
  • Beth:your what went up?
  • Beth:......
  • Steven:my self esteem beth
  • Me:OMG
  • AHAHAHAHAH

December 22, 2011 - our anniversary ♥
I got to school early and then hid his present in Dr. Fig’s room. Then when he got to school I told him “I forgot his present at home.” Lol. Then he put the little box he got me in my locker and had me open it to find it magically appearing inside. Afterschool, I picked up his present and the entire walk to his house I swear he would not shut up about wanting to open it. Hahaha. It’s a good thing I hid it in the morning otherwise he wouldn’t have been able to go through the day without opening it. After we got to his house we “traced the path” of how it all began. Then we went into the kitchen and baked the chocolate cake! I’m really bad at cooking but he likes it so he had to teach me how to do all these things aha.. You’d be surprised at how much he learned from all the cooking shows he watched.. LOL. We didn’t have chocolate so we actually had to make our own at first. But it was still really good. Then while we waited for it to bake we talked and had some cuddletime. I opened my present which had a cute little note attached to it then he opened his. After the tackle hug I got I assumed he liked it. :3 Then we went downstairs and had some cake. And that is the brief summary of our day. It was unforgettable. ♥December 22, 2011 - our anniversary ♥
I got to school early and then hid his present in Dr. Fig’s room. Then when he got to school I told him “I forgot his present at home.” Lol. Then he put the little box he got me in my locker and had me open it to find it magically appearing inside. Afterschool, I picked up his present and the entire walk to his house I swear he would not shut up about wanting to open it. Hahaha. It’s a good thing I hid it in the morning otherwise he wouldn’t have been able to go through the day without opening it. After we got to his house we “traced the path” of how it all began. Then we went into the kitchen and baked the chocolate cake! I’m really bad at cooking but he likes it so he had to teach me how to do all these things aha.. You’d be surprised at how much he learned from all the cooking shows he watched.. LOL. We didn’t have chocolate so we actually had to make our own at first. But it was still really good. Then while we waited for it to bake we talked and had some cuddletime. I opened my present which had a cute little note attached to it then he opened his. After the tackle hug I got I assumed he liked it. :3 Then we went downstairs and had some cake. And that is the brief summary of our day. It was unforgettable. ♥December 22, 2011 - our anniversary ♥
I got to school early and then hid his present in Dr. Fig’s room. Then when he got to school I told him “I forgot his present at home.” Lol. Then he put the little box he got me in my locker and had me open it to find it magically appearing inside. Afterschool, I picked up his present and the entire walk to his house I swear he would not shut up about wanting to open it. Hahaha. It’s a good thing I hid it in the morning otherwise he wouldn’t have been able to go through the day without opening it. After we got to his house we “traced the path” of how it all began. Then we went into the kitchen and baked the chocolate cake! I’m really bad at cooking but he likes it so he had to teach me how to do all these things aha.. You’d be surprised at how much he learned from all the cooking shows he watched.. LOL. We didn’t have chocolate so we actually had to make our own at first. But it was still really good. Then while we waited for it to bake we talked and had some cuddletime. I opened my present which had a cute little note attached to it then he opened his. After the tackle hug I got I assumed he liked it. :3 Then we went downstairs and had some cake. And that is the brief summary of our day. It was unforgettable. ♥December 22, 2011 - our anniversary ♥
I got to school early and then hid his present in Dr. Fig’s room. Then when he got to school I told him “I forgot his present at home.” Lol. Then he put the little box he got me in my locker and had me open it to find it magically appearing inside. Afterschool, I picked up his present and the entire walk to his house I swear he would not shut up about wanting to open it. Hahaha. It’s a good thing I hid it in the morning otherwise he wouldn’t have been able to go through the day without opening it. After we got to his house we “traced the path” of how it all began. Then we went into the kitchen and baked the chocolate cake! I’m really bad at cooking but he likes it so he had to teach me how to do all these things aha.. You’d be surprised at how much he learned from all the cooking shows he watched.. LOL. We didn’t have chocolate so we actually had to make our own at first. But it was still really good. Then while we waited for it to bake we talked and had some cuddletime. I opened my present which had a cute little note attached to it then he opened his. After the tackle hug I got I assumed he liked it. :3 Then we went downstairs and had some cake. And that is the brief summary of our day. It was unforgettable. ♥December 22, 2011 - our anniversary ♥
I got to school early and then hid his present in Dr. Fig’s room. Then when he got to school I told him “I forgot his present at home.” Lol. Then he put the little box he got me in my locker and had me open it to find it magically appearing inside. Afterschool, I picked up his present and the entire walk to his house I swear he would not shut up about wanting to open it. Hahaha. It’s a good thing I hid it in the morning otherwise he wouldn’t have been able to go through the day without opening it. After we got to his house we “traced the path” of how it all began. Then we went into the kitchen and baked the chocolate cake! I’m really bad at cooking but he likes it so he had to teach me how to do all these things aha.. You’d be surprised at how much he learned from all the cooking shows he watched.. LOL. We didn’t have chocolate so we actually had to make our own at first. But it was still really good. Then while we waited for it to bake we talked and had some cuddletime. I opened my present which had a cute little note attached to it then he opened his. After the tackle hug I got I assumed he liked it. :3 Then we went downstairs and had some cake. And that is the brief summary of our day. It was unforgettable. ♥December 22, 2011 - our anniversary ♥
I got to school early and then hid his present in Dr. Fig’s room. Then when he got to school I told him “I forgot his present at home.” Lol. Then he put the little box he got me in my locker and had me open it to find it magically appearing inside. Afterschool, I picked up his present and the entire walk to his house I swear he would not shut up about wanting to open it. Hahaha. It’s a good thing I hid it in the morning otherwise he wouldn’t have been able to go through the day without opening it. After we got to his house we “traced the path” of how it all began. Then we went into the kitchen and baked the chocolate cake! I’m really bad at cooking but he likes it so he had to teach me how to do all these things aha.. You’d be surprised at how much he learned from all the cooking shows he watched.. LOL. We didn’t have chocolate so we actually had to make our own at first. But it was still really good. Then while we waited for it to bake we talked and had some cuddletime. I opened my present which had a cute little note attached to it then he opened his. After the tackle hug I got I assumed he liked it. :3 Then we went downstairs and had some cake. And that is the brief summary of our day. It was unforgettable. ♥December 22, 2011 - our anniversary ♥
I got to school early and then hid his present in Dr. Fig’s room. Then when he got to school I told him “I forgot his present at home.” Lol. Then he put the little box he got me in my locker and had me open it to find it magically appearing inside. Afterschool, I picked up his present and the entire walk to his house I swear he would not shut up about wanting to open it. Hahaha. It’s a good thing I hid it in the morning otherwise he wouldn’t have been able to go through the day without opening it. After we got to his house we “traced the path” of how it all began. Then we went into the kitchen and baked the chocolate cake! I’m really bad at cooking but he likes it so he had to teach me how to do all these things aha.. You’d be surprised at how much he learned from all the cooking shows he watched.. LOL. We didn’t have chocolate so we actually had to make our own at first. But it was still really good. Then while we waited for it to bake we talked and had some cuddletime. I opened my present which had a cute little note attached to it then he opened his. After the tackle hug I got I assumed he liked it. :3 Then we went downstairs and had some cake. And that is the brief summary of our day. It was unforgettable. ♥

December 22, 2011 - our anniversary 

I got to school early and then hid his present in Dr. Fig’s room. Then when he got to school I told him “I forgot his present at home.” Lol. Then he put the little box he got me in my locker and had me open it to find it magically appearing inside. Afterschool, I picked up his present and the entire walk to his house I swear he would not shut up about wanting to open it. Hahaha. It’s a good thing I hid it in the morning otherwise he wouldn’t have been able to go through the day without opening it. After we got to his house we “traced the path” of how it all began. Then we went into the kitchen and baked the chocolate cake! I’m really bad at cooking but he likes it so he had to teach me how to do all these things aha.. You’d be surprised at how much he learned from all the cooking shows he watched.. LOL. We didn’t have chocolate so we actually had to make our own at first. But it was still really good. Then while we waited for it to bake we talked and had some cuddletime. I opened my present which had a cute little note attached to it then he opened his. After the tackle hug I got I assumed he liked it. :3 Then we went downstairs and had some cake. And that is the brief summary of our day. It was unforgettable. 


Boyfriend post. Scroll past.

I never really show how much he means to me, and in general our relationship as a whole is pretty private. My friends probably don’t even know what I see in him since he’s a quiet guy. To most of them, he appeared out of nowhere. The fact that he’s still around is somewhat astounding, to them and me. With each month we’ve been together, I’ve learned that I care about him more than I think. When we first got together, honestly—judge me for this if you want, I really don’t care—he and I were never meant to last over the summer. At least to me. I didn’t see him lasting even close to this long. But as time passed (OMG CLICHE) I started to like him more than I expected.

10 months passed. Now we spend a decent amount of time together. (Phone call every night, and fight every other night. LOL. It’s all good.) My parents know him, what I would say, well enough. They’re used to him already and they’re fine with him. (He helps my mom in her garden and laughs at my dad’s horrible jokes.) He’ll go shopping with mommy and me, or he’ll play wii with William. I’m pretty happy with how accepting they are of him, since I expected them, my dad especially, to be mean and dislike him just because he’s a boy. I guess I’m just happy with how well everything worked out with the family.

He means a lot to me now. And I don’t know how else to phrase it without sounding like an annoying teenage girl. “OMG BABE I LOVE YOU!!” Lol, nah. That’s not how it works.

OMG it’s so late, time to end my post even though it doesn’t make sense. Whatever. I gotta get ready for bed and call this ugly bitch. Okay. Goodnight. :)


Today and yesterday.

Yesterday, I was supposed to have practice but it was cancelled due to rain. So I chilled at the school library until 3:30 doing homework and waited for Justin’s cheerleading practice to be over. It’s for powderpuff. LOL. Then we walked all the way to the public library and sat on the bench outside in the rain… hahaha. Uh.. that’s pretty much it for my day.

Since I didn’t do my homework yesterday and didn’t touch my backpack, I didn’t have the right binders and stuff for the classes I had today. -__- Which was not good but I managed. During TL, Gabe and I had our “talk” in the library. Most unproductive day ever. LOL then later Dai came and us three had a bit of fun with our kill, marry, fuck game. I learned a lot about them today. xD

Afterschool, I had that Group 4 meeting… It’s a collaborative science project on space habitats. I got to be project manager—yay! Good too because I got two guys in my group that are unreliable and unorganized as anything. HAAA. I don’t have to research since I’m delegating the workload to my members, but I do have to make sure everything runs smoothly. Our group is working on how to develop a closed water system that would work in space.

Then after that Justin picked me up and we went to check on the hallways that were being decorated for homecoming week. We ended up getting sucked into the work because people saw us and thought we were there to help. LOL whatever. But the junior part of the hallway is AMAZING. You seniors on here shut up—GENNO. :P We have several different pieces for our medieval theme, and our centerpiece is this banner with a faerie and a dragon and then “Class of 2013” and “Juniors” and whatnot. Then we had some shields and rainbow paper chain going across the ceiling for our whole section. We had 3 other banners, 2 more dragons, and one was even spitting fire. I am waiting for the pictures to be posted onto facebook. :) Seniors will probably win since they always win, and their hallway section wasn’t that bad. They did have some cool decorations around the bathroom doors. But sophomores and freshmen were no competition. LOL.

And yeah. Hallway decoration today was actually pretty exciting. We had lots of help but there was so much to do. There were people were on the floor coloring or tracing, then some taping to the walls, some people making the chains, some drawing stuff, some did the 3D fire. There was one roll of really good tape that we all shared, and only a few pairs of scissors. It was hectic but pretty fun either way, everyone helped out and we all enjoyed it. Plus that whole hallway looks amazing just because of all the decorations.

Then Thi came over for a bit and we watched TV damn I’m a boring friend lmao.. As for now I gotta wait for my boyfriend to land in Chicago so I can call him. He’s going to be there all weekend which is some poop. But hopefully he’ll be back by Monday. And I have so many projects going on all at once.. Damn IB… I wonder if I’ll actually go through with the whole program.. o___O We’ll seee I guess.


I woke up before 11 and played sims for a while. Took a shower. Ate lunch. Took the bus with Katrina and Avan to Justin’s house. Played brawl for like 2 minutes. Tried to watch Kevin Hart—black comedy wasn’t funny to me and Katrina. Watched Spy Kids. Ping pong VS. Avan, then VS. Justin. Played sims. Walked to McDonald’s across from Edison. Saw this new, pretty asian girl there. Her hair was very nice. Katrina and I have a crush on her now, even though she’s probably an underclassman. Went to pick up back to school packets. Dropped off boyfriend, gorilla, and kissypoo. Played sims. Thi came over. Played sims. Talked and stuff. Thi left. Played sims. Getting ready for bed.

My day. Not that anyone cares. School starts Tuesday. I still have lots of homework. Woo I’m screwed.


Went shopping today at Potomac Mills with Justin, Katrina, and Avan. First thing we did was eat because I was starving and a total fat ass chicken and shrimp at NoriJapan. Their food is the best. Omnomnomnom.
Then we wandered in and out of stores to look for clothes and shoes. Finally stopped at Vans, then Justin and I bought some shoes. Then went to H&M. Justin got a navy varsity jacket I really like it LOOOKIEE and some shirts, and I got this blue hoodie. Katrina got a jacket similar to the one Avan had on because he wanted them to match. LOL. That boy is obsessed with matching his girlfriend.
Stopped by Tilly’s and ended up liking these black Nikes there. (Also bought a shirt.) Too lazy to return the Vans and get them because I didn’t want to be a burden so we were just going to go home with the Vans. But Justin was super caring best boyfriend ever teehee lol sike Katrina hinted him to and dragged me back so we both bought new shoes there that we liked better. Those are the Nikes I got, and I’m really happy because they’re the ones I really wanted. Yay! :D
Then went all the way back to Vans to return the shoes we had gotten earlier. Ate some Sbarro spaghetti, chicken, and garlic bread. It was really good. Omnomnomnom. Avan’s dad drove us back to his house and we chilled in his room and watched Bring It On. It was weird though because at the end of the movie the characters would talk but there’d be no voices. O__o
I’m sorry my boyfriend makes ugly faces in pictures. It was dark outside and the flash was blinding. He was trying not to blink. xP
This was my day. :)Went shopping today at Potomac Mills with Justin, Katrina, and Avan. First thing we did was eat because I was starving and a total fat ass chicken and shrimp at NoriJapan. Their food is the best. Omnomnomnom.
Then we wandered in and out of stores to look for clothes and shoes. Finally stopped at Vans, then Justin and I bought some shoes. Then went to H&M. Justin got a navy varsity jacket I really like it LOOOKIEE and some shirts, and I got this blue hoodie. Katrina got a jacket similar to the one Avan had on because he wanted them to match. LOL. That boy is obsessed with matching his girlfriend.
Stopped by Tilly’s and ended up liking these black Nikes there. (Also bought a shirt.) Too lazy to return the Vans and get them because I didn’t want to be a burden so we were just going to go home with the Vans. But Justin was super caring best boyfriend ever teehee lol sike Katrina hinted him to and dragged me back so we both bought new shoes there that we liked better. Those are the Nikes I got, and I’m really happy because they’re the ones I really wanted. Yay! :D
Then went all the way back to Vans to return the shoes we had gotten earlier. Ate some Sbarro spaghetti, chicken, and garlic bread. It was really good. Omnomnomnom. Avan’s dad drove us back to his house and we chilled in his room and watched Bring It On. It was weird though because at the end of the movie the characters would talk but there’d be no voices. O__o
I’m sorry my boyfriend makes ugly faces in pictures. It was dark outside and the flash was blinding. He was trying not to blink. xP
This was my day. :)Went shopping today at Potomac Mills with Justin, Katrina, and Avan. First thing we did was eat because I was starving and a total fat ass chicken and shrimp at NoriJapan. Their food is the best. Omnomnomnom.
Then we wandered in and out of stores to look for clothes and shoes. Finally stopped at Vans, then Justin and I bought some shoes. Then went to H&M. Justin got a navy varsity jacket I really like it LOOOKIEE and some shirts, and I got this blue hoodie. Katrina got a jacket similar to the one Avan had on because he wanted them to match. LOL. That boy is obsessed with matching his girlfriend.
Stopped by Tilly’s and ended up liking these black Nikes there. (Also bought a shirt.) Too lazy to return the Vans and get them because I didn’t want to be a burden so we were just going to go home with the Vans. But Justin was super caring best boyfriend ever teehee lol sike Katrina hinted him to and dragged me back so we both bought new shoes there that we liked better. Those are the Nikes I got, and I’m really happy because they’re the ones I really wanted. Yay! :D
Then went all the way back to Vans to return the shoes we had gotten earlier. Ate some Sbarro spaghetti, chicken, and garlic bread. It was really good. Omnomnomnom. Avan’s dad drove us back to his house and we chilled in his room and watched Bring It On. It was weird though because at the end of the movie the characters would talk but there’d be no voices. O__o
I’m sorry my boyfriend makes ugly faces in pictures. It was dark outside and the flash was blinding. He was trying not to blink. xP
This was my day. :)

Went shopping today at Potomac Mills with Justin, Katrina, and Avan. First thing we did was eat because I was starving and a total fat ass chicken and shrimp at NoriJapan. Their food is the best. Omnomnomnom.

Then we wandered in and out of stores to look for clothes and shoes. Finally stopped at Vans, then Justin and I bought some shoes. Then went to H&M. Justin got a navy varsity jacket I really like it LOOOKIEE and some shirts, and I got this blue hoodie. Katrina got a jacket similar to the one Avan had on because he wanted them to match. LOL. That boy is obsessed with matching his girlfriend.

Stopped by Tilly’s and ended up liking these black Nikes there. (Also bought a shirt.) Too lazy to return the Vans and get them because I didn’t want to be a burden so we were just going to go home with the Vans. But Justin was super caring best boyfriend ever teehee lol sike Katrina hinted him to and dragged me back so we both bought new shoes there that we liked better. Those are the Nikes I got, and I’m really happy because they’re the ones I really wanted. Yay! :D

Then went all the way back to Vans to return the shoes we had gotten earlier. Ate some Sbarro spaghetti, chicken, and garlic bread. It was really good. Omnomnomnom. Avan’s dad drove us back to his house and we chilled in his room and watched Bring It On. It was weird though because at the end of the movie the characters would talk but there’d be no voices. O__o

I’m sorry my boyfriend makes ugly faces in pictures. It was dark outside and the flash was blinding. He was trying not to blink. xP

This was my day. :)


Last day on the East Coast… But it’ll be fun.

So I’m going to be in California on my boyfriend’s birthday—which by the way is the 17th—so today I decided I’d surprise him! Although I know it doesn’t really make up for me being gone… Blah. Oh well. He’s coming over in a bit and then we’re going to metro to the zoo in DC! Yeah I know, real niiice with all the monkey poop everywhere. Hahaha. But yeah, it’ll just be a fun day out at the zoo with Justin. Then tomorrow I gotta wake up early since my flight’s at 7am. x___x

Okay. Bye bye for now.


It’s been that long already?

For half a year I’ve called him mine, fallen asleep to his voice, and woke him up with “good morning!” I can’t believe it.
This just goes to show how time really does fly doesn’t it? It hasn’t felt like 6 months, maybe just a few weeks. Everyday is different and full of new surprises, but I can always count on your smile. You’re wonderful with your big heart, and you’re always forgiving me when I mess up. You always know how to make me feel better and I can’t express all the amazing things about you in words alone. You seem like a quiet guy, but underneath that shell is one of the most exciting, funny, lively people I know. I’m so happy to be able to call you mine. Thank you.
And it looks like it’s about time to wake you up again!