So far so good. The food’s pretty good. Although the ice cream machine wouldn’t turn off right away so I accidentally got too much and looked like the idiot fatass with too much Mint Chip ice cream… But oh well. My roommate’s chill, the other girls here are too. Only complaint is the damn heat. Ridiculous, I don’t even feel like going outside because I know I’ll only get more irritated. Classes start tomorrow! Hopefully anatomy and dissections will be fun… but we’ll see. I wish the showers were a bit cooler though, but the water is rather warm or at least it feels that way. And the AC doesn’t seem to be working properly but it’s okay.
IB memes—if you don’t get em, be thankful you’re not in the international baccalaureate.
Smileys don’t describe my life. A smiley only reaches a few emotions.
Happy. (:
Sad. ):
Excited. :D
Laughing my ass off. xD
Distraught. D:
Surprised. O:
Teasing. :P
Elvis. 2:D
What if none of these smileys can describe my life at the moment?
Sure, I’ll smile, I’ll be excited. But can you ever really know how I feel?
Today something caught me off-guard. It made me think. And it honestly kind of bothered me. That shouldn’t be a big deal, nothing new. It’s not.
But what I realized today when this “thing” bothered me… I had no one I wanted to tell. It’s not that no one’s ever tried to be there for me. It’s just I didn’t really want people to know. I figured, I would just not tell anyone, and they’d never notice anything was wrong. I was right.
So unless there’s smileys emoticons for confusion, apathy, and loneliness, then I can’t name any two “smileys” describe my life.
Oh wait, I lied. I can think of one.
1) =) The face I put on. This can be distinguished from my real smile because my real smile doesn’t look anything like this.
