madzeelyn

Rejections and Acceptances.

Yesterday I found out I didn’t make it to the next round of UVA’s Jefferson Scholars. I wasn’t surprised so I wasn’t totally bummed out. But I know my parents were really hoping for that financial aid.

Anyways, it isn’t so bad because I finally got my first acceptance letter today—from UVA. (LOL I knew this would happen. I mean, with all the problems with my transcripts and test scores I thought I would have never.) But thank you, Lord! I am going to college! :)


whaaaaaaaaa i didn’t go to a fun summer party and turned down 2 friends’ invites to hang out all because my mood made me super lazy and want to stay home. stupid girl problems. i bet i could’ve had fun today too :(


this summarizes my day (:


I think I found my true love on Omegle tonight

  • You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!
  • You:hey i just met you
  • You:and this is crazy
  • You:you got me pregnant
  • You:so here's your baby
  • Stranger:And all the other boys, they say its not mine, but here's your baby so claim it maybe
  • You:it's obviously your baby
  • You:it has your eyes
  • Stranger:Drunk sex?
  • You:i don't even remember
  • Stranger:Thats what happend?
  • You:lol
  • Stranger:Shit.
  • You:damn right
  • Stranger:Well this is awkward. Considering I'm a girl and presuming your a girl I don't know how we could produce a baby but... WE SHALL NAME IT SPARTA
  • You:that's an adorable name for our baby girl!
  • You:great idea darling
  • Stranger:Thank you babe. I think we should paint her room like sweeny Todd's barber shop!
  • You:oooh
  • Stranger:As if her min won't be corrupt enough fon us being her parents...
  • You:hey i think being a sanitation engineer is the best way to raise a child
  • You:so what if i stink all the time
  • You:she'll always clean her room
  • Stranger:We will make her. Disapline is important!
  • You:so is fluorine, and you can find that in toothpastes
  • Stranger:YOU KNOW WHAT! I WANT A DIVORCE
  • You:WHAT. WE DIDN'T EVEN GET A PRENUPTIAL!
  • You:i want the yacht!
  • Stranger:BITCH IT'S MINE. YOU CAN HAVE THE CADILAC.
  • You:... and the ferrari and batmobile...?
  • Stranger:Not the bat mobile that's goin to be Spartas car!
  • You:awwwwwwwwww can't she just have the mustang?!
  • You:i like the batmobile, it has 3 mini fridges!!
  • Stranger:No! I don't want to spoil her!
  • You:AS IF THE BATMOBILE WON'T SPOIL HER!
  • Stranger:The mustang will draw to much attention!
  • You:yes, and the batmobile won't because joker won't come after our baby girl
  • Stranger:I rest my case!
  • You:since WONDERWOMAN cheated on him and he committed suicide
  • You:YESSSS I WIN YIPPEEEEE
  • Stranger:THIS IS OVER! SWAGMASTA FINNALY GOT A BOAT! YEEEE
  • You:DJKAHLIDFOSHIZZLEMYNIZZLE just got a jumbo jet. i'm going shopping in paris!
  • Stranger:GET ME SHOES! I GET SPARTA! HA!
  • You:you can have the baby!
  • You:did you not here my lovely suprano voice singing to you earlier, honey?
  • Stranger:She will be a star and I'll get richer of her
  • You:HEY I JUST MET YOU
  • You:AND THIS IS CRAZY
  • You:YOU GOT ME PREGNANT
  • You:SO HERE'S YOUR BABY
  • You:^in reference to Sparta
  • Stranger:BITCH PLEASE. SHE WASN'T SPARTA UNTIL I NAMED HER!
  • You:I ALREADY AM A STAR.
  • You:slut, i knew she was gonna be named sparta cuz i am a psychic
  • Stranger:Hoe you cray.
  • You:at least my hair ain't lookin' ratched like your "do"
  • You:OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHH
  • You:would you like some aloe and antibacterial wipes for that burn?!?
  • Stranger:Bitch *clap* ima *clap* gonna *clap* all *clap* ghetto *clap* on *clap* you
  • You:DON'T MAKE ME TAKE OUT THE BELT
  • Stranger:NOT JUST ANY BELT. MY SPECIAL STUDDED ONE
  • You:hey baybay i liek how you think ;)
  • Stranger:Mhhmm you know it gurlll
  • Stranger:You touch our baby I will CUT yuhz
  • You:GIRLLLLLLLL ARE YOU BLACK
  • You:BECAUSE I SWEAR
  • You:THAT NIGHT
  • You:YOU WAS ASIAN
  • Stranger:Well guess what? Our baby is blaisin and I ain't either one! Explain that!
  • You:oh shit.
  • Stranger:Now she'll be good at sports and be smart!
  • You:and she still has your eyes
  • You:your little chink eyes
  • You:CUZ YOU ASIAN
  • Stranger:Did we have a 4some?
  • You:omg i hope so there was a cute guy at the club that day
  • Stranger:I AIN'T NO ASIAN
  • You:did you see him i saw him he lookin fiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiine as hell
  • Stranger:WAS HE ASIAN BITCH?
  • You:i was like UNF my body is ready
  • You:BITCH DON'T GIVE ME ATTITUDE
  • Stranger:AHHH MY OVARIES
  • You:NO WHORE HE WAS RUSSIAN
  • You:a sexy russian. he had a nice asssssssssssssssss
  • Stranger:BITCH I SWEAR HE WAS HAWIIAN
  • You:HAWAIIIIAN? GIRL YOU BLIND.
  • You:no wonder you thought sparta was blasian
  • Stranger:GIRL YOU CRAY CRAY
  • You:AT LEAST I AINT RATCHED
  • Stranger:SHE IS BLASIAN
  • You:YEAH NIQQA
  • You:WAZZUP NAOOO!?
  • Stranger:DON'T HATE DA RACE!
  • You:hell no she aint! i didn't sleep with no black man!
  • You:unless YOU slept with some kind of sean kingston
  • Stranger:WELL YOUD BE IN A WHEELCHAIR IF YOU DID.... MAYBE... IM BACK :O
  • You:you wanna explain that?!
  • Stranger:BLACK*
  • You:what color is you? is you green?
  • You:i hope you aint no oompa loompa
  • Stranger:OH HEWWW NAW.. IT WAS JAYZ HAVE YOU SEEN HER LIPS?
  • You:oh daaaaaaaaaayuuumm she got some bigass lips
  • You:if sparta becomes a whore
  • You:*BACKHAND*
  • Stranger:DE LIKE PUMPED UP WIF SOME COLOGINE SHOT
  • Stranger:SHIT
  • Stranger:SHIT
  • Stranger:SHITTTT
  • Stranger:She be a hooker like her mama
  • You:SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS SHOTSHOTSHOTSHOTSHOSTHOSHOSHOSTSHOTSHOSTSHOTS
  • You:EEEEEEEEEEERYYYYYYYYBOOOOOOODYYYYYYYY
  • Stranger:BITCH AND IM BLACK? AHHH HELLLL BAE
  • You:TO THE WINDOOOOOOOOOOWWWW
  • You:TO THE WALLLLLLLLLLLLLL
  • You:TO SWEAT DROPPIN DOWN MY BALLLLLLLSSSSSS
  • You:AWLLLL THESE BITCHESSS CRAWWLL
  • You:AWWWWWWWWWWWW SKEEEEET SKEEEEET MOTHAFUCKAAHHH
  • You:AWWWWWWWWLL DESEE BITCHESS CRAWWWWWWLL
  • Stranger:BARBIES KNEES DON'T BEND. HAVE FUN MUTHAFUCKAAA
  • You:blowdolls do
  • You:and they're more flexible
  • You:if you know what i mean ;)
  • You:HEY HEY HEY WAIT A SECOND
  • Stranger:ONLY BARBIES HAVE A SMALL ENOUGH MOUTHS FOR THAT DICKKK
  • Stranger:I'm waiting
  • You:"She be a hooker like her mama" -- SINCE WHEN WAS YOU A HOOKAH?
  • Stranger:U DA HOOKA
  • You:oh helll noooo
  • You:i don't get paid for this
  • You:which is why you need to take sparta
  • You:and PAY YOUR DAMN CHILD SUPPORT
  • Stranger:OH YOU FREE?
  • Stranger:ILL BE DER IN 5
  • You:naaahh guuurl i "don't get paid" ;)
  • You:NAWWWWMEAAANNN?
  • Stranger:OH SO YOU PAY ME?
  • You:oooh okieee! bring your favorite belt!
  • You:THAT'S EXACTLY IT. FINALLY SOMEONE WHO GETS IT
  • Stranger:ONYGOODNESS GRAB YO CHIGGIN AND LET'S CELEBRATE
  • You:but i awready ate my fried chicken
  • You:it was KFC
  • You:I LOVE ME SOME KFC
  • Stranger:MM DID YOU SEE THAT FINE ASS MEXICAN WORKIN DERR?
  • You:OMG. yes
  • You:the one with the abs
  • Stranger:Brahh in tireddd
  • You:UNNNFFF i'm so glad the manager is a whore
  • You:same here bro
  • Stranger:Lemme sleeeppp
  • You:aiiight homie you good. niiighttt!
  • You:WAIT BRO
  • You:I LOVE YOU
  • Stranger:I LOVE YOU TOO! TRUE LIVE AT LAST!
  • You:<333333 xoxooxoxoxoxoxoxxo 418 forever and always bby
  • Stranger:Night hoe <3 xx I'll dream about you <3
  • You:you're so cute <3 night bitch.
  • Stranger:Aww stapp it youuu. You slut <3 don't miss me too much <3 nightynight
  • You:i'll only miss you if you'll miss me! nightnight. have a nice life. take care of sparta. :) <33333
  • Your conversational partner has disconnected.

Today was interesting, but totally not planned out. It was a nice surprise. :)

After school I had a meeting which lasted about an hour. Then one of my friends said she was kidnapping me after the meeting. (She was gonna give me a ride home, so I didn’t see why not.) We went to her house and chilled there for a bit then went back to Kingstowne to eat. We show up at Johnny Rockets and some of my other friends are there already, then they yell, “Surprise!” Meanwhile, slow me took a while to process and I didn’t get it. I was still saying, “Oh hey, it’s such a coincidence to see you guys here!” Then after repeating “surprise” a few more times, they flat out told me, “This was supposed to be your surprise birthday party.” OHH. I’m so stupid lmao I should’ve seen it coming.

We ate there then walked around the plaza a bit. Later on that night my cousins show up to the movie theaters as previously planned. Some of my friends have to leave, but Beth stays. She convinces my cousins and I to watch The Cabin in the Woods and I call up some of my lax bro friends to see if they’d like to come. They had a game and missed the lunch/dinner thing. Surprisingly, four of them are down for the instant plans and the eight of us go watch it. My first rated R movie as a 17 year old. Yay! And it was a horror movie. I hate horror movies. But it wasn’t even that scary and I’m proud of myself for watching it. (:

I think it’s the latest I’ve been out with friends. Not counting FASA, but that’s family. But it was nice, it’s been a long while since I hung out with my junior friends. (Like a few years.. urhhmm..) Most of them are people I knew but didn’t really get close to until this year, but I’m glad that I did now. Hopefully these new friends will stay close, I’ll need them senior year when the FASA kids graduate this June. So yeah, a nice close to my week. ^_^


been to busy to make a post about my life lately but on the bright side

  • turned in that 5 page english paper (and it wasn’t total bs)
  • got a 97 on that math test i thought i’d fail - solid A for the quarter
  • don’t think i did that bad on the history test today (i’ll get at least a C)
  • didn’t totally bomb that essay on WWI - but still did pretty bad
  • chem test wasn’t too bad
  • one more day until spring break

but on the shit side

  • i don’t know if my english essay will bring my grade up enough
  • my grade for chem is going down
  • latin… i don’t even
  • definite B in history, hopefully not a C
  • i’m tired as fuck and haven’t gotten more than 12 hours of sleep this week

oh yeah and did i mention, ONE MORE DAY UNTIL SPRING BREAK!!1


MITRE&#8217;s Young Women in Engineering field trip was pretty cool. We got to go in the actual lab, see the thermal camera, and even try flying a plane in their flight simulator. Good thing I&#8217;m not a pilot LAWL. We also got to talk to a lot of the employees who worked in different fields and see what they do. The food was bombass: sandwiches, pizza, macaroni, chips, fruit. Omnomnom. I swear I saw at least 1,000 different computers today though&#8230; Their nanolab (which would be the size of a standard public McDonald&#8217;s bathroom) had 6 computers in it. And each one was a different brand. But yeah. Anyways, it was an awesome trip. Glad to have learned somethings about different career options. And great excuse to miss school! ;DMITRE&#8217;s Young Women in Engineering field trip was pretty cool. We got to go in the actual lab, see the thermal camera, and even try flying a plane in their flight simulator. Good thing I&#8217;m not a pilot LAWL. We also got to talk to a lot of the employees who worked in different fields and see what they do. The food was bombass: sandwiches, pizza, macaroni, chips, fruit. Omnomnom. I swear I saw at least 1,000 different computers today though&#8230; Their nanolab (which would be the size of a standard public McDonald&#8217;s bathroom) had 6 computers in it. And each one was a different brand. But yeah. Anyways, it was an awesome trip. Glad to have learned somethings about different career options. And great excuse to miss school! ;D

MITRE’s Young Women in Engineering field trip was pretty cool. We got to go in the actual lab, see the thermal camera, and even try flying a plane in their flight simulator. Good thing I’m not a pilot LAWL. We also got to talk to a lot of the employees who worked in different fields and see what they do. The food was bombass: sandwiches, pizza, macaroni, chips, fruit. Omnomnom. I swear I saw at least 1,000 different computers today though… Their nanolab (which would be the size of a standard public McDonald’s bathroom) had 6 computers in it. And each one was a different brand. But yeah. Anyways, it was an awesome trip. Glad to have learned somethings about different career options. And great excuse to miss school! ;D


found a hole in the butt of my jeans today

so awkward - how long has it been there

did anyone notice

i wear those jeans all the time

now i have almost no pants

my life is over